This story of mine takes place somewhere in the mid-age of 33 to 34.
I feel a change inside of me, and I need to do something. My life has to change, or I’ll stay in the same place for another 33 years, and that’s not what I want to happen.
It’s about truly finding myself in a way I never did before. To find this, I have to step outside of my comfort zone and go after my dreams and live the life I deserve.
There is a lot to be said, but for now, I want to talk about my purpose.
- I feel like I need to be authentic, pure-hearted, and honest in as many situations as I can.
- I feel a calling to speak my mind more than ever and don’t feel anxiety or pressure when I speak out loud.
- This was the total opposite in my life before because of bad experiences and trauma.
- And everything that happens to a person in a lifetime.
I start accepting that who I am today is perfect, even with all my flaws and bad habits I had in my life.
The feeling of change makes me see that I sabotage myself all the time.
By letting go and sitting with the emotions I suppressed before, I’m not proud of it, but it’s a piece of mine for a long period of my life.
I start to feel harmony between my good side and my bad side, and I can stare at them both in the eyes without avoiding the situation. Feeling the emotions that come along with it allows myself to cry without any judgment.
I’m more free because I don’t store these tears and emotional feelings inside my body anymore.
The nature attracts me. I really love walking barefoot, but I also love sneakers.
These are two opposites, so a perfect balance while making it work perfectly. We need to let our feet breathe as much as we can. I try to do that whenever I see a possibility.
I have to make contact with the earth, the water, the wind, and make fire time by time to maintain my inner peace and connection to the world and the people around me.
Much love Brian from stories and footsteps ✨♥️✨
✨30 augustus 2023✨
